As someone who grew up in a small, First Congregational United
Church of Christ in Ripon, Wisconsin, going to church never really required me
to memorize anything. I know neither
the Apostles’ Creed, nor any Hail Mary’s, and I cannot sing to you the books of
the Bible, much less in the correct order.
However, there is one prayer that has managed to find a place in my
long-term memory from ever since I was about 6 years old: The Lord’s Prayer.
This week, as I was thinking about my seemingly barren arsenal of
memorized Christian prayers, I began to wonder why this New Testament passage was the only one my church at home says
every single week. Further, if it is especially important why do I only think about it on Sundays?
As I picked at these questions and thought deeper about the
prayer, I realized that one section really bothered me, Matthew 6: 9-13. It
says, Give us this day our daily bread. And
forgive us our debts, as we forgive
our debtors. Lead
us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Normally
when I pray, I politely ask God for things, but quickly let him know that I
completely understand if he doesn’t want to fulfill my desires. This passage
sounds demanding to me. I feel like I’m saying, “Hey God, I know you’re all powerful
and I’m pretty dopy, but I’ve got a few demands for you, and I’m going to
remind you of them every single week.” This feels unsettling to me.
I thought more about what we mean when we pray these verses so directly, and I’ve found a reason
that rests well with me. I believe the text is worded to God so straightforwardly,
because we pray the Lord’s Prayer as broken, needy people. God recognizes we have a few desires that
didn't make it on to Maslow's hierarchy of needs, but are no less important to
our spiritual life. While we yearn for earthly things like food,
safety and self-esteem, we also need forgiveness of debts, leadership out of
temptation and deliverance from evil. We mandate these things from God,
because he alone can fulfill them and
without them we are nothing.
To me, what we mean when we say the Lord’s Prayer
is, “God, you are great and your name is holy. On earth, you teasingly show us
your wonderfully mysterious heaven. Each day you nourish our bodies, minds and
spirits more so than Thanksgiving dinners, the New York Times and yoga ever will. You forgive us when we make
mistakes and show us how to live purposeful lives through the example of your
son. We often deviate from the God GPS, but you scoop us up and bring us home always.
You do all of this for us, God, because you are the kingdom we dream about as children. You are more powerful than any military, medication or Apple product. And
you are more glorious than a million
starry nights. You are greater than all of these things, forever.
As Jesus reminds us earlier in Matthew, prayer is
not to be a boastful practice. If a good prayer is a vanilla cake, we are not
to layer heaping portions of frosting and sprinkles on its top. Further, the
Lord’s Prayer is not just a “Sunday prayer” when we are surrounded by a loving
congregation. It’s a prayer for the middle of the week when we’re in our most
challenging, lonely moments. It is for when absolutely nobody can grasp us from
the trouble we’re in. It’s for when we huddle in a corner with tear-soaked
faces. In these moments, recitation of the Lord’s Prayer reminds us that we are
made full each and every day. God lights our ominous caves and is the epitome
of might.
After attending church about 45 weeks per year
for 20 years, I estimate I’ve listened to or spoken the Lord’s Prayer roughly
900 times, but this week was the first time I dissected its meaning for myself.
I feel tremendously comforted by the fact that this prayer is my Swiss army
knife for life. It has a tool for forgiveness, leadership and deliverance and
offers the promise of God’s kingdom, power and glory forever. I encourage you, too, to think critically about the Lord’s
Prayer and find an intimate meaning in whichever message you find. In times
when coffee, Wikipedia and Ben and Jerry’s are not enough, I
challenge you to remember the Lord’s divine words through his prayer. Amen.
This experience taught me that, with God's help, we all have the ability to find an intimate meaning in scripture.
Andrea
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